I am struggling big time today. Yesterday was Aidan's birthday and it was wonderful but at the same time so much less than what I had hoped for him. Im trying to make up for it by proclaiming this his birthday week. Cake everyday? Works for me.
Im living on about 3 hours of sleep a night. I know that's not nearly enough but I am doing everything I was doing when I wasn't working in the evenings. Adam helps but I am so particular I go behind him.
I really thought being a SAHM was so much work (and it is) but working and being a mom/wife is so much more work. Right now I'm not able to do any of those roles very well.
I'm suffering and so is my family. I am only three months in so I'm hoping we can get into an easy routine and I will be able to manage things better. I'm doing my best it just doesn't feel good enough right now.
Im hoping to be able to get a good post out tonight. We did a sweet little balloon release for Megans son Cohen yesterday that I want to share with you all in addition to what we did for Aidans bday! So be looking for those!@